In fact, it took a long time before I admit that the dorm is a prison. I'm sure there's a lot of people who feel very funny about the saying "the dorm is in prison.". Once some people with me said, dormitory is another home, I want to say about this, of course some quarters to four people crowded in a, class together, eat together, together to clean the rush together library to prepare for the exam, go back to the dormitory together in the middle of the night to share their heart little secret, or happy or sad, indeed can calculate a warm home. But when you find you for a long time since, every day close to 12 o'clock in the morning, open my computer, playing their games, or write their own things, watching his movies, occasionally take two sentences, the rest of the time all in each do each matter, and then to rice point a takeout, finished to do their own thing, late at night, take a bath to bed, a day hurried past.
Such a hostel, at best, is really just a prison. Unfortunately, this is not in a few quarters.
In retrospect, University so far, is also a year and a half later, I had the class so necessary things as irrelevant, also think of the end of the semester, I toward mathematics and discrete textbooks crazy hair pulling, determined to learn well, don't let yourself when at the end of the next semester so suffering. Ha ha, I was very serious, but, the more seriously the more I am now, this loss and self blame, but also more clear it.
I do not guarantee the final exam the next semester when I can secure easier. But at least I found a direction to go, and is no longer indulge in some comfort, hiding in jail complacency.
I suddenly remembered the words I had written:
"Said the total incident around too suddenly, time is too hasty, in fact, is heart change, take for granted status and habits, life from many fresh and interesting, just heart already tired must like blown wrinkle curtains, quiet hiding in the corner thought he saw the world as a whole. Silly not stupid?"
The door is not locked. Why not go out and look at the real world.
